I am so scared to look at myself. I gained a lot its scary.

This is me now...

Hi lovelies,

The struggle is real after 36 weeks...It is..
You can feel the heaviness and tiredness.
Everything is double up. Like if you go through flight of stairs .
You will feel double the tired...Double up the food intake too..
and the whole time ure thinking when is it coming out . like how does contractions feels?
Cause everything is first time for me. Like can I feel like I want to poop and the baby want to come out right away.? How to induce labor and what not.?
I research a lot in you tube .Even had this virgin coconut oil on the go...Punya la nak baby keluar cepat...Sometimes I got really nervous thinking about it. But Ive been waiting a long time for it.
Plus I want my body back.hehe....At the mean time, baked some lasagna .here how it looks like.=)

2015-2016

olaa lovelies,

I have not been blogging in a while. A lot of things had happen during those years. Well, normal things like I got a new job , get engaged, married and currently waiting for this someone inside my tummy. There's really ups and down in the world of marriage .Seriously..! 

Its different kinda argument than before you got married. not that its bad or anything .

Just the way the universal works I reckon. 

Here are some of the moments ... once in a lifetime.

Not a good day.

Morning lovelies.

Had a massive cough . Knowing that massive cough will lead to fever. Urghh.
Hoping for a speedy recovery...

Fefeeling nak buat lasagna today. Let's see. Definitely will post some picca of that...

Olympic 2016!!!!

Never Lose Hope.

What am I today.?

Miss Sushi & Mr.Tom Yam

Sushi is because I LOVEEEE sushi.

Tomyam is because he is half Thailand half Malaysian.

So when these two combined becomes????

Past Vs Future

Hi lovelies,

Currently having all this thoughts in my mind about the future,,(not that i havent thought of the future before but now its deeper).By end of last year which is 2015 , I became a wife to my long time friend. Soon after I found myself being pregnant. It was a little suprised, didnt expect it was going to be this soon, My period was late , the first time I checked was negative. Still waiting for it to come, yet still havent. So decided to take another test again and yes ...I saw the double line. Still in disbelieved , I took the test again....It came out  positive. Soon after that, we went for our honeymoon in Turkey.

I wouldnt say I did enjoy much...its because I've started having morning sickness. Why people call it morning sickness.? Trust me it doesnt happen just in the morning for me. It was tough going through that phase . It was horrifying...for the past 5 months .I just cant imagine how lucky for some woman that doesnt have to go through vomitting, dehydration and so on..As my second trimester approached,

feeling a lot better. I can finally get the hold of my body...Currently I am on my 35th weeks now .I just cant wait to give birth, At the same time very nervous. Should I opt for epidural or natural.?

Well ,will see about that. Feeling like a hippo and missing all the my skinny time...My appetite just  gone up and up. I pray for a healthy baby and smooth delivery. For mommy out there, you gals are strong.